He looked up and smiled, the blush still visible but not as vivid as it was earlier. So many people had given him advice for tonight. He had even read various spring books as well. He understood the basics and what was expected, but he never really experience any of it himself.
He was aware most guys his age had some experience, but he had always been naive and never sought it out. Wen Zhuliu had never pressured him especially once the arranged marriage had been set. They had bother agreed to wait till after the wedding was done especially when Meili had been kind enough to accept their relationship and let it continue.
There was so much importance on having children that a lot of references were placed with in the wedding itself to promote goodluck. He knew as well that it would be checked later to see if they had followed through. He didn't want to be embarrassed by not going through with it.
Yet, nothing really seemed to help with leading up to iniating it. Nothing about this was natural. He nervously tugged at the cuff of his sleeve a habbit he had yet been able to stop. He tried to figure out something they could talk about.
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Date: 2021-02-02 02:19 pm (UTC)He was aware most guys his age had some experience, but he had always been naive and never sought it out. Wen Zhuliu had never pressured him especially once the arranged marriage had been set. They had bother agreed to wait till after the wedding was done especially when Meili had been kind enough to accept their relationship and let it continue.
There was so much importance on having children that a lot of references were placed with in the wedding itself to promote goodluck. He knew as well that it would be checked later to see if they had followed through. He didn't want to be embarrassed by not going through with it.
Yet, nothing really seemed to help with leading up to iniating it. Nothing about this was natural. He nervously tugged at the cuff of his sleeve a habbit he had yet been able to stop. He tried to figure out something they could talk about.